This too shall pass
To all who asked bout the previous post:
I got scared the other night 'cause I feel like I lost myself and all that used to be deep-rooted within this soul. I just want to feel safe in my own skin. deep in my own world. I realized over the past several months I've been evolving as a person and I've subtly changed some vital things 'bout myself unknowingly. Frankly speaking, I knew it, but I irresponsibly chose to ignore it because I was having too much fun. Perhaps being such a bigtime dreamer isn't all good. I feel somewhere in between amazing and awful. I am mentally stretched to the extremes. I've run so far and I'm now lost. And that's the worst thing one could ever do. No more songs for the weak-hearted. No more depending on someone else for emotional support. All I ever needed was me. Just 'cause I smile and laugh, doesn't mean everything's okay. My mind's in the gutter, starved of inspiration and drive and my heart's a little bit blasted to smithereens. Without inspiration, I cannot function. When I fail to function, I get depressed and hurt the people around me. I will be taking my time and slowly getting out there, regaining myself. I will find myself again.
Once I take flight, I can bloody do anything.
To all who asked bout the previous post:
I got scared the other night 'cause I feel like I lost myself and all that used to be deep-rooted within this soul. I just want to feel safe in my own skin. deep in my own world. I realized over the past several months I've been evolving as a person and I've subtly changed some vital things 'bout myself unknowingly. Frankly speaking, I knew it, but I irresponsibly chose to ignore it because I was having too much fun. Perhaps being such a bigtime dreamer isn't all good. I feel somewhere in between amazing and awful. I am mentally stretched to the extremes. I've run so far and I'm now lost. And that's the worst thing one could ever do. No more songs for the weak-hearted. No more depending on someone else for emotional support. All I ever needed was me. Just 'cause I smile and laugh, doesn't mean everything's okay. My mind's in the gutter, starved of inspiration and drive and my heart's a little bit blasted to smithereens. Without inspiration, I cannot function. When I fail to function, I get depressed and hurt the people around me. I will be taking my time and slowly getting out there, regaining myself. I will find myself again.
Once I take flight, I can bloody do anything.